im an artist of many skills. basically i can do anything i set my mind to :) i love art and learning new things. over the past year i've discovered the extent of my talent extends even farther than i knew. i hope to be an art therapist some day to help kids by using art like it helps me.
Favourite Visual Artist
frida kahlo
Favourite Movies
the gods must be crazy
Favourite TV Shows
bones, invader zim
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
evanescence, disturbed, korn, icp dark lotus etc, celldweller, skrillex
my son is in an open adoption and he's turning 2 years old on the 26th... for his present i got him a record-able story book from hallmark called "under the same moon" and it has a lot of meaning to me and hopefully some day to him also. when i think of how far away i live from him i always think we'll always be together because we're both under the same moon. maybe one day he'll look up at the moon and i'll look at the moon and we'll be together in that. now he'll have a special book from me and as he turns the pages he'll hear me reading to him. this is the poem i'll be putting in the card.
It's hard to think
It's been two years
No pain
i just saw a nude photo and the caption said "this was taken by a friend of mine, he gave me permission to put it online" and i was just thinking... shouldn't that be the chicks decision? wtf >< im sure the picture was consensual but seriously... they might want to add that in for the people who actually read the captions to try and see the art in nude photography instead of just boobs and vaginas... its just bizarre because the way he worded it was just shady >>
i dont understand what im feeling right now :/ or rather... why i feel the way i do... i mean we've been apart for so very long now. you never really loved me anyways. its just seeing that you're engaged... and have a baby on the way... i guess i always thought that would be me... am i envious of your fiance? or am i envious that your life is moving forward while mine stands still? i hate that you promised me that we'd be together forever and i hate that i believed you and let my guard down... i cant believe after all this time you still find ways rip my heart out without even knowing... at the same time i guess im happy for you... i want to